Buy me a drink! - Sing me a song!

It's been weeks since I last wrote and some things have changed! I discovered that I'm more happy than ever in my life and I really don´t know why? OK i think it doesn´t matter - 'cause it simply feels good ^^

I´m going to leave home soon, by the end of this year I will move to my own appartment where I can live freely. This means so much to me and I cannot wait to start my new life.

There are so many things I want to change, rearrange and create - and I will.

I´m going to see some appartments next week - I´m so excited! This time it´s for real and I will be an independent woman.

Coming up netxt is my garden party, but unfortunately many friends are on holiday but it´s OK anyway. One can only hope that the weather is sunny on the 8th August otherwise the party won't start ^^"

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I´m listening to "Endless Love" - from Lionel Richie 24/7 because of the wedding we´ll be singing on and I already hate it ^^" But in these days nothing can bring me down - a great thanks to you Sam for being there for me all the time :D

I´m also very creative but to lazy to publish my art - too busy to scan and work on the pieces - maybe you can see them later on!

Bye

Have you ever asked yourself the question why humans are so strange to gather in a big room just to watch other men acting like they can really do magic? Of course - cinemas are a great invention and it is definitely better than watching a movie at home. I mean - it's bigger and louder and  you totally get focused on what's happening on the screen! BUT WHY?
Why do women during heartache for example watch other happy couples kissing each oother and cry over it. Isn't this contraproductive and sadomasochistic?

Please if someone's got the answer - tell me ^^"

Just sitting on my bed with my favourite cat (don´t tell the others!) and I´m getting tired.

Now I´m working for a full week at the new company and it still feels great. I got my place, my phone, my mailing address AND next week I´ll get my very own business cards. *omg*

Oh damn it - I´m so lazy! I wanted to clean my room up, then I got tired..

I wanted to draw something but then I got tired...

I wanted to write frequently and I´m tired... I don´t think this is healthy anymore. I´m always tired.. I definitely need to do some sports and get my fat butt off my bed - BUT!!

I´m tired -so  let´s do it tomorrow! :D

PS: I´m mad because I watched "Transformers - Revenge of the Fallen" three time at the movies and a fourth time yesterday! I think I´ll make a list of my favourite movies and songs. ^^

AND I´m sorry but I´ll continue to write in englisch, Ewe. I apologize cause I know you´re almost the only person who ever reads this crap I´m writing here.. If you want me to change - just tell me.

... but I'm just too f***ing tired to write anything! ^^" Sorry for that though...

Yesterday I ordered the Twighlight DVD and the original score from the movie Transformers:Revenge of the Fallen! And today it already arrived. Like Bumblebee would say:"I'm so excited - and I just can't hide it!" I cannot wait to get to see the movie once more. I already watched it again on sunday - all by my self. It's almost the same like with the movie Twighlight which I watched four times in the movies!*yay*

I'm actualy listening to the Transformers' score and song no. 3 called "nest" is my favourite. Right now I'm sitting in our laundry room and I'm waiting for our dryer to finish ^^"
Since the postman came and brought my package, I watched Twighlight in English and all the features, too. I must admit that I'm a bit disappointed - cause I thought the extras would be more... special. But it's good anyway.

Tomorrow is my first day in the new company and I'm very excited and nervous. I don't know the people and I'm afraid I will make so many mistakes the first time. Yesterday my mom and I went to cologne and did some shopping. We spent 300,-€ for my new clothes. :D I was in such a rage. I felt like trying on thousands of clothes - and I guess it were like 50 to 100 pieces. ^^

Later this evening I will take a bath and relax my soul a bit. I absolutely need to read and finish he borrowed book from a colleague of my Dad's. I'll see him in the office every day and it wouldn't be so nice to let him wait any longer.
So there we are with the theme "borrow": A person I know still has one of my books "Die Geschichte der O" and I would like to get it back. I have to cantact her about that - let's see when I can get to this without being killed with words :P She's a very articulate person. She always knows how to twist your words in your own mouth. :D

On saturday I updated my deviantART page and got aload of messages. Thank you guys for loving my photographs - it's really appreciated. And I promise sooner or later you'll get to see a lot more of this stuff - also drawings - I need to get all my thoughts down to paper. Many thoughts

So go ahead watching me! :D